Fighting depression

Raw Emotions On My Grandmother’s Birthday: The Black Hole and A Door

1st February 2021, my grandmather passed away.  I have blogged about her before.  Somehow, I feel the world has been crazy since then.  The second wave of covid happened. So many people died. Age or health had no connection, people just died.  The war started. And as insignificant as I may be in the grand …

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The Horror That 2021 Is…

  I had written ‘lockdown’ posts in 2020. Lockdown 1, lockdown 2, lockdown 3, lockdown 4 and so on. These posts revolved around sanitizing milk packets, Maggi not being available in the market,  Zoom calls with family as boredom relief and complaining about doing housework without maids. March 2020, my parents and so many other people their age received …

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Beauty And The Beast Within

The cute child “Bachche Chacha Nehru se pyaar karte the! Chacha Nehru khoobsurat the. Bachche har khoobsurat cheez se pyaar karte hain!” I listened, admiring my beautiful Hindi teacher reading out a chapter on Pandit Jawaharlal Nehru.  The teacher was very fond of me. “You look like a doll!” She would say. I would blush. …

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Who Took Away My Confidence?

Dear Tanvi, Would you be interested in moderating a panel discussion? We would be discussing how women are enjoying outdoor spaces. Me? Moderating? I felt a slight fluttering in my stomach. I drank some water. ____________________________________________ At the age of 5 – Somewhere in a convent school in Patna Mother looks at her daughter’s quiz …

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